Holy shit, over a month! I suck, don't I?!
February was pretty cool - especially half term at Ally's! We acted out (well, she) Skins, Interview with a vampire, labyrinth and lord of the flies. I did my drama performance, it wasn't too bad. Had school photos - holding judgement on that!!
I don't like my haircut (which is about two weeks old XD), but I shall live with it and spike it up again.
The school musical is Bugsy Malone, which should be pretty awesome. I just HATE auditions (yeah, I know, I should get over them XD), and I'm going to apologise in advance for my butchering of an American accent.
Beast has like... three chapters left? God, it'll be good to finish another! The first episode of Decidians is written up, we're onto the last three scenes of the second. Most of them me.
And Ryan is Tom's fuck buddy. LOL. I want to bring in a Mikey, I'll think about it.
Laters!
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
complacent - Music:bugsy malone
I just... third time unlucky, really. By this time, it's obviously something I'm doing. My best bet is to live out this year, stay quiet, spend as much time as I can in the library/music rooms. Then, by May, this'll be over.
Ebuddy won't log me in.
I need my smurf and my Ally. God, I need her so fucking much.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
apathetic
Picspam later.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
lonely - Music:jacks mannequin
I couldn't sleep last night, and for the first time ever I adlibbed a song. I was tempted to scramble out of bed and record it, but I didn't. I can still remember most of it though.
I can't sleep
I'm losing momentum
I just want to be
Out in the open
[something something]
[something something]
But I know by the time you hear this
I'll probably give in.
And then something about games and blames. All I can write about is bitter love, it seems. If you'd been in my house at around half twelve or so in the morning you would have heard me singing in my lovely tuneful voice XD I now know one of my songs kinda off by heart. I don't count the new verse that's been written yet though, it doesn't have a tune!
So I've translated about half a Latin story, done half a maths question (I'm not good at multiplying XDDD) and read up to Act 2 Scene 1 in Twelfth Night.
I'm going to be meeting Ally in five hours and twenty two minutes. Just roughly.
Turn it up, oh oh, it's five minutes to midnight, you're coming home with me tonight.
And also - drama in MLIM land ):
EDIT:
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood: bored
- Music:hawthorne heights
I love the feeling that something's coming right, and I know the song is. I'm tempted to get out Jodie and work out a twiddly bit. There's probably some fancy name for it, but right now twiddly bit will do. I'll need to get the notes off Naomi though, the bits she wrote for piano, because otherwise I can't write.
So Lora blew me off to go to Dannie's and I know I shouldn't be pissed, because she's been gone for three weeks and no one's seen her and I can't keep her to myself. I just hate people cancelling things. Still, at least she's honest about it. And her loss, she'll have to hear the crap recordings of Naomi singing.
I... I guess I'm kinda scared. Lora was going to help me show Alice around. But what if she's gonna blow me off there too? If she does. If she does, then oh well. Her loss at the end of the day, although I haven't figured out why.
It's Irish, but with an etheral tinge. I'm going to add some to it. And then we need heavy chords to make it really stand out.
I kinda want to get back to school so we can have our rehearsals.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
anxious - Music:elliot minor
It's funny that the sims inspired me to write again. I played on it most of the afternoon. Created a Ryan on there, based on what me and Catherine had written for one of our stories. And then, when he became a teenager, I felt like I had to have a Sean, but I couldn't be bothered creating a whole family for him, so he's some rebel kid with a chihuahua.
Lunch was quite fun. We spiked Ruth's drink.
I've done no tidying today, and only a little roleplaying. *sad face*
Naomi rang me from America, which was quite cool. Right now she's probably travelling - maybe she's made it to Chicago, I don't know. Maybe she's left by now. But she's back... tomorrow? Saturday? and Lora's back Sunday. Ally comes back Saturday morning, which'll be awesome, as she's stopped replying to my texts and I'm almost outta credit.
It's nice not to bed in school and all, but so far these holidays have been seriously boring.
Fic's at the usual place.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood: bored
- Music:cartel
I wish I could take my anger out on something around me. But I know then I'd be screwed and just more angry, only angry and in pain. Maybe I should scream into a pillow.
TODAY. HAS. NOT. BEEN. A. GOOD. DAY.
Its only saving grace is that it'll lead on until tomorrow.
So first off my computer deleted FOUR PAGES of writing that V and I did last night. FOUR PAGES. She's got her stuff but I have to rewrite all my stuff. Stupid computer with no anti virus and an admin password.
And then I find out that Alida and Alan have LEFT 1997. ZOMGZ, WTF? THAT'S THE SECOND GIRL THAT'S GONE, SO MUCH FOR MY A&R THIRD EYE.
And then my parents want me to MOVE the dates Ally's coming down, so we can go camping. Ok, the main reason I wanted her down on those dates was because it was results day and I wanted the three most important people in my life to be there! And Dad's all "oh, it's personal, she shouldn't come down" and THAT'S PRECISELY THE REASON I WANT HER THERE. Ally's pretty much the only person in my life who won't be disappointed in me if I get a B. We're so close she knows why I'm upset without me saying anything - case in point Monday night.
And then my mum HANGS UP on a skype call from Naomi! She didn't even listen to the whole thing, just hung up when she realised a machine was connecting her! For god's sake!
I'm about this [ ] close from bursting into tears. I want my Allylamp, my Loraaaaaaar and my Mommy.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
angry - Music:wax on radio
Most from V, Ally and Nayno.
V's were... crazy.
Ally's were picture full.
And Nayno's were just Nayno's.
Holy fuck I'm feeling seriously dizzy.
I want to try and get some writing done tonight. Whether it'll be typing up the one I started on holiday or writing my new one.
Hey, V, if you read this, I need to talk to you. You're not in trouble or anything n___n
I come home to seventy three emails and a text from a certain ex saying he wants to be "friends".
Yipee.
Summer is definitely overrated.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood: blank
- Music:SOS
I was going to post Lora and Catherine up too, but that's bloody long!
On another note, I think my ear's swollen...
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Silently
ALLY IS WRITING A FEMMESLASH STORY WITH ME AND VICKYT AND HER AND GABE!
Truly amazing.
And my daddy says I can go to Italy... WATCH OUT EUROPE, HERE WE COME!
Seriously. France in October, Spain sometime in the future, Wales a few weeks ago... LORA AND I WILL TAKE OVER THE WORLD!
And I'm allowed to do Silver (:
Fecking awesome mayte.
And Slum Survivor (Y) things are good!
Rawr Mommy, get online I haven't spoken to you in aaaaages!
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
giddy - Music:Still Figuring Out
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famineghost and honestly think it's the most beautiful thing ever.I've been working on my dystopia-fic-for-emmy-and-ally all day. I've started to neglect Mango! DDD:
I've decided Ally's moving into my bed. Tomorrow. And my class. And my... everything.
Anyway, I should really get back to it.
And find a video of netball for V.
And post up my matching my friend to YGO characters...
PS. HOWL? new album name?
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:wheee
- Music:Here I Am - Tegan and Sara
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