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I just... third time unlucky, really. By this time, it's obviously something I'm doing. My best bet is to live out this year, stay quiet, spend as much time as I can in the library/music rooms. Then, by May, this'll be over.
Ebuddy won't log me in.
I need my smurf and my Ally. God, I need her so fucking much.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
apathetic
So you'll only respond when it's got something to do with you, hmm?
For God's Sake. I'm trying to give you your fucking Birthday present. That I spent £17 pounds on - what did you get me? A couple of posters. It wasn't even a combined, it was just your birthday. You could at least pretend to be grateful, you know?
Is it enough that you pretty much ruined my party by isolating you two against everyone else?
Why do I have shit friends? And it's a goddamn Sunday, so one of the few friends I have that isn't shit isn't gonna be here. Hopefully Ally will come on later then.
Pathetic. Glad to know that things won't change when you're sixteen, and your friends will always be shit.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
crappy - Music:rent soundtrack
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood: crappy
- Music:boys like girls
I wish I could take my anger out on something around me. But I know then I'd be screwed and just more angry, only angry and in pain. Maybe I should scream into a pillow.
TODAY. HAS. NOT. BEEN. A. GOOD. DAY.
Its only saving grace is that it'll lead on until tomorrow.
So first off my computer deleted FOUR PAGES of writing that V and I did last night. FOUR PAGES. She's got her stuff but I have to rewrite all my stuff. Stupid computer with no anti virus and an admin password.
And then I find out that Alida and Alan have LEFT 1997. ZOMGZ, WTF? THAT'S THE SECOND GIRL THAT'S GONE, SO MUCH FOR MY A&R THIRD EYE.
And then my parents want me to MOVE the dates Ally's coming down, so we can go camping. Ok, the main reason I wanted her down on those dates was because it was results day and I wanted the three most important people in my life to be there! And Dad's all "oh, it's personal, she shouldn't come down" and THAT'S PRECISELY THE REASON I WANT HER THERE. Ally's pretty much the only person in my life who won't be disappointed in me if I get a B. We're so close she knows why I'm upset without me saying anything - case in point Monday night.
And then my mum HANGS UP on a skype call from Naomi! She didn't even listen to the whole thing, just hung up when she realised a machine was connecting her! For god's sake!
I'm about this [ ] close from bursting into tears. I want my Allylamp, my Loraaaaaaar and my Mommy.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood:
angry - Music:wax on radio
Bad day. Just take my word for it.
- Location:Midnight Land
- Mood: numb
- Music:The Story of My Old Man
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